Alaznwonder

a resounding click.
gun right by my temple.
/closed eyes/
a soft whisper.
a quiet plea.
 
"shoot me"
/wide eyes/
soft.
silent.
click.
shoots
.fires.
pierces.
(murdersandkills)
.it's over.

"finally"
.(hands tightly clutching)
a gun in my hand.
 

Hold it.grasp(so tightly) on to it.
never
(ever) 
let it go.
clutch it
(so tightly)
until it breaks under your grasp
(crushes.crumbles.destoryed)
. never let it free.
never let it escape.
grasp it. hold it.
and never
(evereverevereverever)
let it go

. or else it'll disappear.

away.
and never
(everevereverever)
 come back.
so hold it.
(tightly)
while the world slips away.
because that will be
(always)
the only thing that matters.
the only thing worth holding to
(foreverandeverandever)

Alright, I was getting a little too obsessed with the gowns around the Victorian era and I came across a dress that I wanted to draw...even though I stink at details...and my god...there was alot of details in the dress... here's the link to the original dress, I changed the model and the setting..and tried my hand at fashion ._. It's a 1759 dress apparently...found from wikipedia xD />
( To see the gown... )
I personally think her head's too big... and there's too much empty space..xD oh well

well I already posted this on my DA {which has a different user name than this one,but it's still me} but i decided it's better to have another safety websites just in case... so here it is
( incomplete with horrid colouring... )

i was taking a break { a very long one at that } from my bio finals studying thingy ;~; i really hate finals,too much studying for me..>.<
hope you like it ;D 
 ( to see the picture! )

woooow i was bored...and this is the result,you can click it for a bigger size..? and it's an oc...i do realize the front of the hair and the sideish are different colours...that's cuz i'm lazy and a totally amateur to the whole layering cutting thingy...>_> it came out all right so far i think? i might continue if i manage to finish this project of mine for my art class :D anyway..i really..suck at proportions...i think the lips are too big + the eyes lok unrealistic + lack of shadowing + something about the NOSE is bugging me xD  and yes that sausage loking thing in her hair? yes that's her ear...a demented and failed try of an ear...

lol i was bored :3 and got some inspiration to draw so i came up with this...horrifying bad utterly ugly failed realistic-ish maybe? draw? and it's beato (beatrice) from umineko :3 i should try my hand at eva-beatrice or virgilia or even ange >_> maybe next time? xD ( meet the utterFAIL... )